"Your the hardest habit that I've ever tried to quit." <3
As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let us down, probably will. You'll have your heart broken and you'll break others' hearts. You'll fight with your best friend or maybe even fall in love with them, and you'll cry because time is flying by. So take too many pictures, laugh too much, forgive freely, and love like you've never been hurt. Life comes with no guarantees, no time outs, no second chances. you just have to live life to the fullest, tell someone what they mean to you and tell someone off, speak out, dance in the pouring rain, hold someone's hand, comfort a friend, fall asleep watching the sun come up, stay up late, laugh until your tummy hurts, and smile until your face hurts. Don't be afraid to take chances or fall in love and most of all, live in the moment because every second you spend angry or upset is a second of happiness you can never get back.
As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let us down, probably will. You'll have your heart broken and you'll break others' hearts. You'll fight with your best friend or maybe even fall in love with them, and you'll cry because time is flying by. So take too many pictures, laugh too much, forgive freely, and love like you've never been hurt. Life comes with no guarantees, no time outs, no second chances. you just have to live life to the fullest, tell someone what they mean to you and tell someone off, speak out, dance in the pouring rain, hold someone's hand, comfort a friend, fall asleep watching the sun come up, stay up late, laugh until your tummy hurts, and smile until your face hurts. Don't be afraid to take chances or fall in love and most of all, live in the moment because every second you spend angry or upset is a second of happiness you can never get back.
Reading over some random quotes today and I really got to thinking. There are so many things I have left in my heart that I should have, could have, wanted to say to people, and never did. So many chances I could've taken and done so much with, and so many people I could have fixed things with, and the outcome could change my today, Entirely. Having a lot on my mind that I wish I had taken advantage of in years previous when I was given the opportunity. I keep thinking about my past, family, old friends, old loves, old places, and It makes me smile. Even though things sometimes turned out entirely the opposite of how I planned, I am so grateful for everything I have in my life. Even though I wanted to say things years ago, or maybe they just never came out right, I still can, and although they will produce different outcomes today than they would've then, at least I didn't hold back. So Here I am, sitting indian style on the couch in flannel pajamas with country blasting in the background. Here I am being grateful for every moment I had and everyone that was in it. Here I am realizing maybe things turned out exactly how they were supposed to, Because You can't fight Fate.
So to everyone I may have hurt and not had the courage to say I'm sorry, I am. To everyone that I didn't tell how much I loved them, I do & always will, and To everyone that was always there for me no matter what kind of craziness I put them through, I Thank You.<3
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